July 24th, 2005
|11:59 pm - Here i am to bow down|
This week has been amazingly brilliant. It's exactly what i needed. Family, Friends, and worshiping together. I have had so much fun with the lads from Ireland. I know if i do move that i will have a group of friends not far at all. My dad came to chruch. Things have been let go. But somehow it all comes back to get me in that i feel like im at fault and i have this feeling of guilt. It'll be gone though i promise. Such an awesome recovery from last week.
+ I lay every burden down at the foot of the cross +
Current Mood: thrilled
Current Music: Here i am to worship
July 16th, 2005
When you get used to things being a certin way it's hard to think of it any other way. Im just used to it now.
--- Friday night was a lot of fun. Went to ridgeport and then out to deny's with a weird and really random group that i didnt really know. Kinda got down and back up after amuzing things happened haha.
we are even ok!?! I wont say if you don't.
Today was a lot of fun! How crazy would that be alex?
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Justine
July 3rd, 2005
|03:40 pm - And there are voices that want to be heard|
Summer is getting better as everyone starts coming home from their vacations. Last night was a lot of fun. Everyone came into the melting pot! I got to see anna, gina, and jamie and then James, Spencer, and Allison came in to say hi and Amanda, Mark, Pat, and Ajax came in for desert while i got off work which was awesome timing. Went back to Amanda's and watched MCs video of Boston that we all helped make. That was such a brilliant trip.
My cousins came Thrusday night from Ireland and they left yesterday for a cruise. They'll be back next saturday so that'll be fun.
Tomorrow night we are all going to David's for a 4th of July party. Im stoked for the up coming weeks!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: DHT - Listen to your Heart
June 24th, 2005
|02:08 pm - you make me wanna smoke a cigarette|
Summer is going by way to fast.
Havn't really done much. Same old thing everyday.
Wake up, work out, sleep, shower, and go to work.
My tan is peeling away =( All day at the beach might not have been a good idea but it was so much fun. Stayed for sunset but it wasn't a good one.
It's weird how things happen sometimes. it could have been the perfect finish.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: lets ride
June 17th, 2005
|03:08 pm - You don't define me|
No more pretending.
I know I can't please everyone.
No one will stop me from doing things for me the way I want.
If everyone just thought like Mark & I things would be perfect. Right mc? HAHA Can't wait for this.
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Belly Dancer
June 7th, 2005
|02:35 am - oohh oohhh that's gunna be the sound|
HAHA white white wine
I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this town again.
Current Mood: bubbly
Current Music: Tom Petty - Last dance with mary jane
May 27th, 2005
|08:30 pm - We could toast to the good life|
Today was the first day of summer! ... Didn't really feel like it b/c we had officer clean up but i had a lot of fun. Me, David, Amanda, and Cory had fun Moping and such. Sorry about the shirt!... wait no im not. LoL
Im so glad this school year is over. It was a very weird year. Alot of changes but no Regrets. I had the time of my life this year. The highs were high and the lows were pretty low but i made it and have some awesome memories. Im just glad it's over in a way. Final closing so i can move on and enjoy the summer and coming year and not worry about what's ahead.
This summer should be fun. LoL Had a good first night of summer.
"Guys we are going off the path" - ME (Best line of the night)
Got some good footage on the camera! POP POP POP POP
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: 50 cent
May 19th, 2005
|11:00 pm - Will i ever make it home?|
Works been crazy and busy... but it's fun.
Talked to Amanda Brimmer for over an hour tonight in my driveway. Im so excited for this summer and everything planned. HAHA This is going to be amazing. I can't believe it was gunna be me first LoL They wont know what hit them. (stuck 'em)
Tomorrow is Graduation for a lot of my friends. It's gunna be the worst one yet. Every year it gets harder and harder as i've become closer to people. Tomorrow represents more of a closing to a chapter and the begining of a new one. It's ALL over tomorrow.
I've been waiting for this but at the same time hoping it would never come. Im excited though because it means i have one more year left and that the next time i'll be at a commencement ceremony would be my own! And my cousin would be down and everything will hopefully be worked out with the whole where i will be living situation. I still can't make up my mind. I would go in a heart beat if i knew my degree would mean something here if i was to come back here after a while. That's what really sucks and is holding me back other wise i'd def be going there. I'd love to just start new in a totally new place and have a lot of family around.
Maybe i should finally get around to studying for my final. Or maybe not. Bed sounds better.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: The song that maked me sad the will i ever make it home
May 12th, 2005
|10:25 pm - I can't believe it's finally here|
So I guess that's it. Tomorrow is the last day for seniors.
All i can say is how it's going to be so weird without you all. Some crazy times to remember.
Current Mood: shocked
Current Music: Boyz ll Men - end of the road
May 5th, 2005
|10:40 pm - You're just trying to get her drunk...|
I'm going to love working at the melting pot. It opens on the 11th and I'm so excited.
We've had training every night since Saturday and it's a lot of work to open up a place but it's going to be so cool.
Tonight it was my first time eating there. Half of us worked last night and the others worked tonight while we dined. My date was Matt. He's so cute. We had so much fun! Cori (my other hostess friend) and her date Steven King LoL We were seated back in "Lovers Lane" And had such a great time. Minus getting hit in the face with balls. The four of us are hilarious. We definitely had the BEST time out of anyone in the restaurant.
"Do you master pate?" / "Buttstickers" / "Veggie-tables" /
"You can't go home, you know what happens on a first date"
I'm doing so much better. Chris is a funny kid. He really made me realize why I'm me and that i should only be loved for who I am and if you don't like who that is then I shouldn't waste my time. I got so much out of one little conversation. It should have come a lot earlier, would have been helpful. But now i know that it's ok and that I'm just mellow like that anyway.
"It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not."
Everything is FULLY and FINALLY out of my hands. It's no longer in my control.
Current Mood: mischievous
Current Music: 50 cent